(Clearwisdom.net)

Although I seemed to have been doing well in spreading Dafa to people over the last two days, still, I also felt as if I were slacking off in some way. Although well aware that the evil was taking advantage of omissions in my thoughts, I still did not do well during some tribulations. One day, I felt sleepy not long after I started copying Dafa books by hand. Because I did not use strong, determined, and righteous thoughts to eradicate the evil, I was exploited.

During a dream, bad person "B" was chasing me. Then, another person "A," who appeared to care about me very much, saved me from a difficult situation. However, what happened later was frightening. The car that "A" and I rode in fell into a river, and the mishap was actually engineered by "A." Just before the car fell into the river, "A" said something like, "I am with 'B,' and what I want is for you and me to perish together." I was startled and woke up instantly, realizing it was a hint from Teacher. During the dream, "A" seemed to care about me a lot on the surface, but actually he personified my degenerated thoughts when I felt sleepy. I had been doing well for the last two days, hence I thought I deserved a bit of a break. But, did "A" really care about me? If he truly did, he should not have instigated "fatigue" to harass me, which prevented me from studying the Fa and improving myself. Compared to "B," "A" was more vicious and cunning. He understood his goal, which was to deceive me so that the two of us would be destroyed together. How selfish and degenerate! Since these contemptible beings dare to attack me openly, it is time to eliminate them completely.

Teacher has reminded Dafa disciples over and over again to study the Fa more and more. I must remember Teacher's words at all times, and constantly remind myself that, in addition to my efforts to clarify the truth, I must also study the Fa and cultivate diligently. In my cultivation, I must never allow any evil to take advantage of omissions in my thoughts. I will keep every thought upright, and I will do better.