(Clearwisdom.net) I have been released from the labor camp for over two years, but I have yet to expose the persecution that I endured. Whenever I wanted to write about it, I became scared; I was afraid of being persecuted again. My human notions also inhibited me: I worried that "nobody would believe what I wrote" and "I could not express it clearly, because I only have three years of elementary school education." Today, I am determined to expose the evil and eliminate it. The following is what I experienced in Heizuizi Women's Labor Camp.
The guards punished the newly arrived practitioners with long periods of standing, beating, and sleep deprivation until they signed and fingerprinted documents renouncing Falun Gong. Then, they were forced to do slave labor every day from 5:00 o'clock in the early morning until 9:00 o'clock at night; sometimes even later. The practitioners who had not completely renounced Falun Gong were besieged and deluged with lies and slanderous material until midnight. They still have to do slave labor next day. I was no exception.
During the SARS epidemic, the guards did not allow my family members to visit me. I was afraid that my family would worry about me, and this human emotion was exploited by the evil. I had a dream that night. I dreamed that I went to a very dark place, and everybody there wore long blue gowns. A vicious looking woman gave me a shot in my left arm, and I immediately woke up due to the pain. I felt sharp pain in my arm even after waking up. It was a hint from Master, but I did not realize it at the time. Not long after that, I developed a high fever. The guards found out about it, and forced me to have an injection. I started to throw up when I got back to my cell. The next day, I was forcibly given an intravenous infusion. When I returned, I felt dizzy and I could not take a step. I was numb from the waist down, and I could not move my legs. I don't know what drugs were the guards had given me.
After SARS subsided, my family visited me and saw that I was in poor condition. They wanted me to get treatment outside. They spent 5,000 yuan to try to get me released on bail. I didn't want to disappoint them, so I compromised with the guards, and I gave them the three statements. Not only was I not released, but I was persecuted even more because the guards wanted to extort more money from my family.
The guards used many unknown drugs on my body. Sometimes, they put it on my clothes, my bed cover, or in my food. I became very weak. I could not lift my legs or straighten my back, my sternum became quite prominent, and I lost nearly all of my memory.
They also use this method on other practitioners. One of the practitioners was persecuted to such an extent that she dared not put on her clothes or eat. She screamed when she was asked to put on her clothes or eat (because her clothes and food were laced with drugs). When I first saw her, I even blamed her for not having a strong main consciousness, and tarnishing Dafa's image. However, when the evil persecuted me with the same method, I started to understand the harshness of the circumstance the practitioner was facing. I apologized to this practitioner deep in my heart! Not only did I not help my fellow practitioner with righteous thoughts, I aggravated her persecution with human thinking and blame. I hope that practitioners who still view fellow practitioners' suffering with human thoughts, will help them with righteous thoughts instead.
Guard Yan Lifeng frequently used the superficial states of the persecuted practitioners to deceive and confuse other practitioners who didn't know the inside story. He fabricated and spread the rumor that it was the result of persisting to practice Falun Gong. They perversely laid the blame on the victims after they persecuted them to this extent with drugs! This is not the doings of one or two guards, but the majority of the guards in Heizuizi Labor Camp.