(Clearwisdom.net) When I first started to use the Internet to clarify the truth last year, I always thought I was too busy. I was working for my husband during the daytime and doing housework and helping my children with their homework in the evening. I occasionally had to ask other practitioners to help me with my computer problems. Lots of excuses stopped me from clarifying the facts on the Internet. The main reasons were that I was not familiar with the truth-clarification materials and I was blocked by my fear. These caused me to not do well in helping people to quit the Chinese Communist Party (CCP). It affected my clarifying the truth, and it delayed my saving sentient beings.
I remember listening to an 80-year-old practitioner in an experience sharing meeting. She said that every night after dinner, she would to help people in China quit the CCP until midnight, when she sent forth righteous thoughts. She had already helped one thousand people quit the CCP. Her story moved me a lot. Later, after attending several experience sharing meetings, I realized that we should help people to quit the CCP without delay. Then I started collecting truth-clarification materials and helping people quit the CCP on the Internet. Every day I did my best to take care of my family and study the Fa. At times I could not clear my mind when studying the Fa. However, I knew that Dafa practitioners must cultivate themselves well to save sentient beings. On most days, it was almost 10:00 p.m. when I actually got time to clarify the truth on the Internet.
When I decided to save sentient beings, I told my husband that I was doing this to save people and that saving sentient beings is my mission during this period of time. My husband totally supported me; he also bought me a high-quality LCD screen that makes my work more convenient. My oldest son told me, "Mom, you work very hard; keep at it!" Although I go to sleep very late every night, I don't feel tired. In the morning I get up at 4:00 a.m. as usual. At times, I have the thought of sleeping longer, but then I immediately realize that it is the sleep demon that is interfering with me. Because I am the practice site organizer, I have to get to the practice site earlier than the other practitioners. Master told us in "Teaching the Fa at the 2003 Atlanta Fa Conference:"
"...a lot of our Dafa disciples are indeed quite tired, but on the other hand, they haven't taken Fa study and cultivation seriously. They've done lots and lots of things, but they haven't cultivated themselves, and so they'll feel fatigue, feel tired, and feel that it's hard. Actually, I've always told you that doing cultivation doesn't compromise your Dafa work, for sure. That's because doing the exercises is the most effective way to get rid of fatigue, it's the best way to quickly make your body recover."
By clarifying the truth on the Internet, I can help people to quit the CCP from my home. It doesn't cost anything; neither does it have any restriction. The rate of people quitting has been very high, and it is very direct. Master told us in "Teaching the Fa at the Fa Conference at the U.S. Capital:"
"People with predestined relationships and those who can be saved can be made to--made to by Master's Law Bodies, righteous gods, or the immense field that Dafa has formed in the world--appear right before you in any of a range of settings, providing them with a chance to learn the truth. But you have to carry it out, and it doesn't work if you're not out there doing things. I hope more practitioners can join to tell people to quit CCP and save more sentient beings."
When chatting on the Internet, I meet all kinds of people. Some have told me that I am very brave. Some have said that my Chinese is good and my typing is very fast. Other people sometimes make me feel uncomfortable. There also were some who didn't want to hear the truth. Some have been badly poisoned by the CCP culture; they think that quitting the CCP means that they do not love their country and that disclosing the atrocities of the CCP creates a bad image of Chinese people.
I once told a person, "Currently, there are 30 to 40 thousand people quitting the CCP every day. The total number of people quitting the CCP is over 21 million, and this has happened despite the Internet and information being blocked by the CCP. The higher their position in government work, the more a person is willing to quit the CCP. Everybody knows that the CCP is going to collapse. Don't be buried with the dead." The person I was chatting with readily said that he wanted me to help him quit the CCP. Then I told him: "Falun Dafa is good. It is practiced in over 80 countries and has received over 1,000 awards and proclamations. Master Li has been nominated for the Nobel Prize four times." I sent him some documents and pictures. The man said he could not open the pictures. Then he started to curse our Master. I sent him the facts about the "Tiananmen Self-immolation," indicating that international organizations have proved that the report of the self-immolation is a fake. I also told him, "Now, organ-harvesting from living Falun Gong practitioners is happening in China. In order to destroy the evidence, they burned the bodies after they took the organs." However, he didn't listen to me. I felt very sorry for this person who he has been poisoned by the CCP so badly that he didn't want to hear the truth. I asked him to believe that Falun Dafa is good and that "Truthfulness-Compassion-Tolerance" is good.
In "Teaching the Fa in the City of Los Angeles," Master said:
"I was saying that if you could save half of the Chinese people, as your master I would be very happy for you and pleased for the sentient beings. You can't see what today's Chinese people have become. If you could, you would be startled! You can't see how bad things have gotten in China. If the true environment were displayed before people's eyes, it would be terrifying. The vile Party is turning the Chinese people into soulless fiends. People's conduct has become very base and degenerate, and has sunk below the lowest line at which a human being can be. And on top of that is the persecution of Falun Gong."
My understanding is that when we clarify the truth to people, we really have to help them to understand thoroughly. We cannot just try to ask them to quit the CCP as soon as possible and ignore telling them that Falun Dafa is good and "Truthfulness-Compassion-Tolerance" is good. Even though they quit the CCP, if they still have a negative thought about Dafa, we haven't successfully saved them.
Above is my own understanding. If there is anything improper, please kindly point it out.