(Minghui.org) I am a 73-year-old Falun Dafa practitioner. Back in 1994, I attended an eight-day lecture series taught by Master, which was a turning point in my life. All my stubborn health problems disappeared. Master gave me a new life.

After reading the Minghui website editorial “Additional Notice on Putting Up Door Hangers (with Comment from Master)” today, I realized that I too have similar issues.

A few years ago four of us practitioners formed a team to distribute informational materials about Falun Dafa in the countryside. We typically started the trips at midnight, and were done before lunch. I ignored practitioners physical limitations, and enforced a “no eating, no drinking” practice. My attitude was influenced by the Chinese Communist Party’s (CCP) slogan: “defying hardship and death.” I thought that was a righteous thought even though others did not agree and conflicts arose frequently. We eventually disbanded the team.

The four of us have yet to resolve our differences. I tried to look inward for my own problems, but I was more interested in resolving our conflicts, not to finding my own loopholes. Today’s Minghui article helped me realize the severity of my problem. I am still under the influence of the Party culture. I now feel regretful.

I want to express my sincere apology to Master and fellow practitioners. I will pay close attention to notions that may come from the evil Party, due to the constant indoctrination by the CCP. With our pure compassion and calm demeanor, we may save more people.