(Minghui.org) When I talked to people about the persecution today, one lady said she felt Falun Dafa is good, but that she could not separate from the Chinese Communist Party (CCP). In the afternoon when I clarified the truth again, a man also said Dafa is good, but that he could not oppose the CCP. 

I keep thinking about this. People in China, and throughout the world all know the CCP is bad. They also know that Dafa teaches people to be good, but when we offer to help Chinese people withdraw from the Party, why do so many continue to defend the Party?

I realized that it's not that they are defending the CCP, but they're afraid of it. As practitioners our righteous energy fields should be able to disintegrate their fear. Why wasn't I able to do it? Although on the surface I don’t appear to be afraid, I'm strengthened by Master Li (the founder) and my faith in the Fa. My fear of the Party has not been eliminated. It was just deeply concealed.

I knew that I must completely disintegrate my deeply-rooted fear of the CCP from my heart and soul. At the same time, I must face up to the old forces. I'm no longer afraid of them. They should be afraid of me, a Dafa practitioner.

When I came to this realization, an image appeared in my mind. I saw a dark, shadowy house filled with people. The door was open, and it was sunny and beautiful outside. I felt that Master was standing outside, waiting for us. As long as we conquer our fear and step out, we will be free. My eyes filled with tears, and the only thought I had was, “Master, I want to go home.”

When it was time to send forth righteous thoughts, I sent out this thought: to completely disintegrate my fear of the CCP and the old forces. I have to face them, and they should be afraid of me. When I sent out this thought I felt that my true self had come out – a thread of light ascending straight to heaven. I understood that it was my true self. I also felt that Dafa disciples are truly great.

Master has already eliminated the negative Communist spirits. As long as we can eliminate our fear of the CCP, our divine sides will come forth and we can save more people. We will also be able to eliminate their fear of the CCP .