(Minghui.org) I was touched by the articles about Sending Forth Righteous Thoughts on Minghui Radio. The practitioners saw that when practitioners were arrested and persecuted on a large scale, beings in other dimensions were participating in persecuting them. They saw that the practitioners’ dimensional fields were not pure. I’d like to share with you some of my experiences and thoughts on cultivation.
Several years ago there was a large-scale arrest of Dafa practitioners in my area. I had learned that the police were going to do this a week earlier. It was after 10 pm. I became uneasy and couldn’t fall asleep. I then sent forth righteous thoughts for an hour. I still felt unsteady in my heart. I continued sending righteous thoughts until 1 am. But I couldn’t sleep, so I started to do the exercises.
My relative was hospitalized in a hospital in the capital city. I needed to take some cash to her. I traveled to the city by bus with an unsteady mind. I kept sending forth righteous thoughts to clear the evil beings that persecuted practitioners in the capital city while I was in the hotel.
When I came back the next day, the large-scale arrests of practitioners in the province had happened. I felt sad. I came across a practitioner when I went out to raise awareness to people. She was surprised that I hadn’t been arrested. I felt sad that she thought that way. I then realized that I should look within rather than blame her.
My friend invited me to a party a short time later. One friend from the police department asked me how many days I was detained and whether I was beaten. He said that we had been monitored by the police for a long time and he saw me on the surveillance camera.
I had attachments and my dimensional field was not clean. Thus the evil was going to persecute me. But I dissolved the persecution with righteous thoughts.
A practitioner was hospitalized. Several of us went to the hospital to send forth righteous thoughts for her.
When we arrived at the hospital, we sent forth righteous thoughts quietly. The practitioner had no appetite. I tried to persuade her to eat. Her relative who was standing at the door said in a loud voice: “It’s good you asked her to eat. You’d better leave. Otherwise, I will report you to the police.” The patients nearby heard him and looked at us. We left with ease while still sending forth righteous thoughts. We looked within when we got to the car. I found that I had a show off mentality and was arrogant sometimes.
One practitioner whose third eye is open saw that there was something that had hindered us but we had broken through. I sent forth righteous thoughts for three hours to dissolve the evil beings that persecuted the practitioner after I got back from the hospital.
My daughter started practicing Falun Dafa with me when she was little. After she grew up and got married, she slacked off in her cultivation and eventually stopped. I was anxious and had tried many times but had failed to bring her back to cultivation. She became reluctant to talk to me about cultivation.
I felt pained and looked within. I found many attachments, such as sentimentality to her, complaints and being strong-minded. I started with rectifying myself and didn’t push her. I also sent forth righteous thoughts to dissolve the evil elements that were preventing her from resuming cultivation. On one occasion I sent forth righteous thoughts for a long time. When I finished, I clearly saw “my daughter” drop down from above my head. I was frightened. Why did she fall down? I realized the next day that a fake daughter, which was made up of karma, had been cleared away. I also apologized to her sincerely for being overbearing. She resumed her practice of Falun Dafa a short time later.
Last year there were two large-scale arrests of local practitioners. Several practitioners are still detained now. I was arrested the first time, but was released on bail the same day. My attachments, some of which I hadn’t even realized that I had, had made my dimensional field impure, and thus incurred this persecution. Actually Master had given me hints, but I didn’t find the root cause.
My mind became blank while facing this sudden arrest. My Falun Dafa books, Master’s photos and computer were confiscated. In the police car, I clarified the truth to the police.
I was released on bail. My husband signed the documents. If my righteous thoughts had been strong enough, I should have been set free on my own and shouldn’t have let my husband sign the bail documents. I felt guilty and explained to him why he shouldn’t have signed. He agreed to write a solemn declaration to nullify it.
For a long time I couldn’t let go of blaming myself and fear. I was afraid of being persecuted again. I knew that I should negate the persecution, but the thought of being persecuted again kept popping into my mind. I sent forth righteous thoughts for a long time to clear away the persecution.
One day the police called to harass me. I felt unsafe and wanted to leave home to hide. My righteous thoughts emerged after I shared with other practitioners. I went home. Though my mind was unsteady, I recited in my heart that I was Master’s disciple and followed Master’s arrangements. I didn’t acknowledge any other arrangements. I negated it with righteous thoughts.
When the second round of large-scale arrests happened, I went to a place outside the police station to send forth righteous thoughts in close proximity. I came across my neighbor as I headed back. She told me that a group of people were visiting my home. I became vigilant and felt it was not normal. I didn’t go home immediately and thus avoided arrest by the police again.
After I listened to articles about sending forth righteous thoughts on Minghui Radio, I realized that the two rounds of large-scale arrests of the practitioners in our area was a demonstration of higher evil beings in other dimensions persecuting practitioners. In addition to practitioners looking within unconditionally, we should send forth righteous thoughts for extended periods to clear the evil beings that persecute practitioners and thus give sentient beings opportunities to be saved.
After I had this thought, I felt my body was hot and I sweat when I sent forth righteous thoughts with global practitioners at 6 pm. I felt it was encouragement from Master. Later that night, I sent forth righteous thoughts for an extra long time.
I told other practitioners about the articles on Minghui Radio. I downloaded the articles onto two memory cards and gave them to other practitioners. They listened and agreed that we should do as was suggested.