(Minghui.org) A few days after Chinese New Year in 2024, I felt very dizzy after completing the Falun Dafa meditation exercise. My right leg was so weak that I had to hold on to a chair and the bed to stabilize myself. I immediately called out to Master Li to help me and I then felt better after a while.
I looked within wondering what went wrong. The first thought was my watching video clips on my phone the previous night. Looking deeper, I realized that this big tribulation was not caused by this one incidence of viewing videos. Last year, we moved to a new place, and in order to purchase things, I downloaded apps for online shopping. I spent a lot of time browsing the shopping web and watching a large amount of video clips.
I began having left arm pain last June and it was so painful that I shivered while doing the Falun Dafa exercises. Even though I had deleted WeChat I thought perhaps Master was giving me a compassionate hint about something else. I had failed to recognize that other mobile video software was just as much of a pitfall, just as much of a drain on my time and energy, and just as detrimental to me.
Through this incident, I realized even more the seriousness of cultivation. Although many practitioners around me have experienced sickness karma or passed away, and although I have also looked within, I failed to treat seriously many of my fundamental attachments. This has led to the current tribulation I was experiencing.
Fa-rectification is approaching the end, and cultivation requirements for us are getting stricter and stricter. It is crucial for us to eliminate our human hearts and attachments. When the days are extended for Dafa practitioners to catch up, Master Li has to endure a great deal. We should be grateful for Master, grateful for Dafa. I want to remind fellow practitioners who may have the same attachment to phone videos as me, to get rid of it without delay.
Cell phones nowadays play the role of demoralizing demons and wasting our time and energy. Our cultivation opportunity is hard to come by and takes millions of years of waiting and suffering. Do not let any device or pleasure of the human world ruin our chance of returning to our heavenly home!
This is my understanding at my current level, please kindly point out anything not in line with the Fa.