(Minghui.org) In the two recent new articles, Master pointed out the issues of practitioners not having enough compassion. I actually passed a big test this March exactly because of this issue.
I work for a large company, and had been at odds with a higher-level manager, named Cai. After having more conflicts with her, I thought that this person was unsavable and I no longer wanted to save her. Shortly after, Cai tried all kinds of ways to fire me. Only then did I realize the seriousness of the situation. It must be a xinxing problem that brought this tribulation upon me.
I looked within and found that I didn’t have enough compassion towards Cai and I treated her differently from others. I had failed to improve my xinxing and had conflicts with her, which affected my efforts to save people. I sincerely apologized to her in my heart and I made up my mind that I must do my best to save her.
Then I had a dream. Many people were standing in a big hall, and three kings were sitting there, side by side. The king in the center was elderly and peaceful, radiating soothing light. On his sides were two younger brothers. I and six others were standing next to them, including Cai. We were all relatives of the elderly king.
The elderly king gave me seven pieces of candies and asked me to distribute them to the seven people, including myself. I then had the thought that the elderly king was Master and he had a connection with Cai. I realized I was wrong in treating Cai differently than others, so I let go of all of my grudges against her. After I put my heart down, she stopped trying to remove me from my position.
I truly realized that Master is making all the arrangements, especially his connections with sentient beings. He is also the one who is bearing the karma for the worlds’ people. I’m just the messenger to bring the information about Dafa to people. Yet I was being picky about saving people. Everyone used to be Master’s family member during their reincarnations, and I can’t give up the efforts to save them.