(Minghui.org) After I started practicing Falun Dafa in 1998, my severe lymph node tuberculosis disappeared. But it reappeared this spring when I couldn’t break through a xinxing test.
More than 30 years ago, I was pregnant with my son. I stayed with my parents to evade the Chinese Communist Party’s one-child policy. My parents had a small place that was already crowded. As my due date approached, I asked my sister if I could stay with her to care for my newborn. When she refused, I felt resentful. I severed all ties with my sister and her family.
My sister passed away long ago. Something happened to my sister’s in-laws’ family this spring, and the men in our family got together to talk about visiting them. They brought up the issue from 30 years ago and blamed my husband. My husband got upset and complained to me. My resentment was stirred up, and I felt wronged.
The symptoms of my lymph node tuberculosis reappeared. I was in a lot of pain and knew it was caused by my attachment, yet I couldn’t get rid of it.
I had a vivid dream one night and felt enlightened. It reminded me to put others first and that my selfish heart was behind all my attachments. If I put others first, then I wouldn’t feel resentful and wronged. I wanted to eliminate my selfish thoughts.
I watched the video of Master’s lecture, “Fa-Teaching Given to the Australian Practitioners,” with practitioners one day, and I felt fully immersed in Master’s compassion. My sickness karma was gone the next day.
I had another dream a few days later. I was in front of my house, and the doorway was blocked by firewood. I thought, “How can I get past this?” Somehow, I managed to walk through it. I turned around and noticed the doorway was clear, and not a single piece of firewood remained. I realized Master was enlightening me. Those human attachments may seem powerful, but to a cultivator, they amount to nothing.
As long as we follow Master’s teachings, the tribulations and attachments on our cultivation path are insignificant.