(Clearwisdom.net)
I kept clarifying the truth with benevolence even after being arrested.
I was illegally arrested on April 19, 2002. During my detention, police officers tortured me until I was close to death. To avoid being held responsible for my death, the police took me back home on August 23, 2002. But before I recovered, I was again arrested later that month. Seven or eight people broke into my home and took me to a brainwashing session that was held by the local government. After that they put me in jail.
I kept clarifying the truth to them and shouting "Falun Dafa is good." As I was not as clear about the Fa principles at that time as I am today, I did not negate the arrangements of the old forces. With the notion of an ordinary person, I believed that I would be back home in seven days. As a Dafa disciple, wherever I go I should validate the Fa and save sentient beings. So I didn’t cooperate with the perpetrators, and instead told them the truth about Dafa. By doing so, a lot of people there obtained the truth of Dafa. I deeply experienced Teacher’s power to save people with benevolence.
Because of Teacher’s protection, they were unable to hurt me. I believe that I was able to completely eliminate the evil beings who control the brainwashing sessions and were backing the police. I was benevolent to these people and they understood the truth. Human tactics are useless on me. In the end they were just tired of me and gave up.
The nurse who wanted to gave me injections escaped.
When my hunger strike to protest the persecution and tortures approached the seventh day, it seemed as though I was about to die. They wanted to put me on an IV drip. Four or five people held me and a young nurse tried to give me an intravenous drip. The people who held me told her that they were my relatives. I revealed their lies to the nurse, "They are lying. They are not my relatives at all, and I have no illness either. I was illegally arrested just because I practice Falun Gong and believe in 'Truthfulness, Compassion, Forbearance.' Jiang Zemin is using you to commit a crime against Dafa. It is heaven’s law that good and evil will be balanced. Nowadays, the natural disasters you see every day are the result of the persecution of Dafa, which will not be tolerated by Gods. Your children will be in trouble because of you."
I continued, "You are so young. We met here because of a predestined relationship. I can tell you that I have no illness at all. My present condition is a result of their persecution. They are using you to help persecute Dafa. I don’t have mental problems. Have you have ever seen any normal people without mental problems being held down to be given injections? If you give me the IV, you are persecuting me. If SARS comes back again, no evil people will escape the Fa rectification, even if they are a doctors! I am really telling you this for your own sake." Those evil people who held me down said, "Give her the drip, her life is in danger."
I thought to myself, "It will not work even if you insist on giving me a drip. Your head will hurt." The nurse crouched down to inject me. When she tried to prick me, my arm jerked. Everybody present wondered, "How can such an ill person still be able to move like this?" Then the nurse threw away her syringe, shouting, "I can’t do it." Those evil people dragged her back and said, "You must! Even if you don't want to give the injection, do it!"
The young nurse had no choice but to pick up the syringe, but she didn’t put me on the drip this time, either. Instead, she was just waiting for a chance to escape. When they weren't paying attention, she ran out the door shouting, "I don't want to give any more injections! My head hurts!"
I left the operating room of the hospital with righteous thoughts in my mind.
From beginning to end I acted according to Teacher’s instructions:
"...spread the Fa and save people with mercy..." ("Rationality" from Essentials for Further Advancement II)
No matter what those people said, I always spoke to them in a calm and kind manner. I knew they had been lied to by Jiang Zemin. When they left me to sleep, it was already past 3 o’clock in the morning. I spoke to Teacher from my heart, "Teacher, should I continue to stay here in order to eliminate the evil beings in the brainwashing sessions or go back home now? If I should leave now, please help me." When I thought about leaving, my feeble body was suddenly full of energy. It was truly amazing, just like a dream. I sat up at once and told the knowing side of those people, "Keep sleeping. My escape is also helping you to do less evil. I must follow my Teacher to do what I should do." I left the quiet operating room and went downstairs. It was a three-story building, and when I arrived at the first floor, I found the rear gate unlocked. I opened the door and left but stood in front of a wall. I thought that Teacher would help me to get over the wall. I felt my arms being moved up three times. Before I was aware of what had happened, I found myself on the roof of the building. Then I jumped off the roof to freedom.
I was obliged to be homeless.
I was homeless for a long time, until February 12, 2004. On one occasion, the local police conspired to arrest practitioners on the evening of May 13, World Falun Dafa Day. Fellow practitioners and my relatives told me that the police would take action at six o’clock and they urged me to stay at the shelter for the night. I thought it would be a good opportunity to eliminate the evil beings which control the police and make them arrest practitioners. I couldn’t pass up this opportunity!
I began to send forth righteous thoughts at 5:30 and continued until 6:30. Then I recited the Fa with a calm mind. I stopped at "Different Levels Have Different Fa" in "Zhuan Falun." After that I took five Dafa banners with me and left my shelter. I had the feeling that what I had in my hand were not simply banners but Fa weapons. I felt so mighty at that moment. I passed by many cars that were escorting arrested Dafa disciples, but I felt that this had nothing to do with me at all. The only thing on my mind was that I needed to choose a proper place to hang my banners. I didn’t go back to my shelter until I finished hanging all the banners.
When I returned to my shelter, I continued to send forth righteous thoughts and study the Fa. The next day I returned to my home without any fear of the evil. I realized that all the things I do are only for the sake of saving sentient beings. We are doing the most righteous things and purging all things that are not righteous. Those evil people have no reason to persecute me but they have to be changed by me. When I realized this Fa-principle, I no longer thought about being arrested no matter how much I did to validate the Fa. I also realized that even the thought of being arrested is not being respectful toward Teacher and the Fa. All beings have two choices: to either assimilate into the Fa or be weeded out.
I returned home without fearing the evil.
After I came back home, my husband and child worried about me. I told them, "Don’t worry, I know what I need to do." My husband insisted that I leave as soon as possible, because it was said that evil policemen wanted to put me back in jail and to persecute and torture me more severely. I know it seemed as though they were trying to be nice to me, but in fact the old forces were taking advantage of my family in order to persecute me. The old forces wanted to take me in so that I had no chance to save my family. Realizing this, I seriously said to my husband, "What have I done? Did I kill someone? Did I commit arson or do anything criminal?" He answered, "No." I continued, "Since what I have done is the most righteous thing, then are those evil policemen not the ones who are committing a crime? They are disturbing our normal life. If you are afraid, you should find a place to hide. But I won’t because I understand Teacher’s Fa-principles. I know they are also sentient beings who need to be saved. I have been passive before, but this time I know I must face them positively. I will stay here and wait for them and clarify the truth to them." As my character had improved, I recognized that my previous passive behavior was acknowledging the arrangements made by the old forces.
The next morning the policemen come to my house. The evil beings behind them had been eliminated with my realization of the Fa principles before they arrived. Alas, the moment they appeared, my human notions and attachments to fear returned again. Suddenly, I realized that these thoughts were raised by the old forces who wanted to prevent me from saving these policemen. I immediately thought, "All these human notions and attachments to fear are not mine. I don’t acknowledge them." And then the policemen walked in.
I calmly said to them, "You come at the right time, because I have some questions I want to ask you. Why did you arrest me the last time? Who sent you here this time? What evil task do you have in mind this time? And tell me your names." One policeman answered:,"We just want to have a talk with you." I said firmly, "What do you want to talk about? Please tell me your names first." They didn’t tell me their given names, but instead only told me their surnames were Zhang and Wang. Because I persisted in asking for their full names, they finally told me they were Zhang Hongwei, a policeman, and Wang Hongyu, a police director. They told me that my practicing Falun Gong would have a bad influence on my child. Hearing this, I began telling them how my health improved after I started practicing cultivation in order to clarify the truth to them. I said, "Only when I have a healthy body am I able to cultivate so that my child to go to college and be a useful person. Parents play the most important role in cultivating their children. If I do not go to work, my child will have no money to maintain a living. Jiang Zemin used you to arrest me and fabricated rumors that I abandoned my child and family. Actually Falun Gong is benefiting people and society in numerous ways without doing any harm. You should look out for yourself and leave some room for yourself."
After hearing my words, Wang Hongyu said, "What you said makes some sense." Zhang Hongwei stopped him, "Wang Hongyu, don’t speak to her any more, just let her continue her practice. If we keep listening to her, she will be able to talk both of us into practicing." And then they left.
From then on, they have always avoided me, while I have to look for them in order to clarify the truth. To this day, I still clarify the truth to people face to face.
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