(Clearwisdom.net) When former Chinese dictator Jiang Zemin rampantly slandered Falun Dafa, it was very difficult for Chinese people who had been brainwashed with atheism to clearly distinguish good from evil and right from wrong. My family members were among them. They were unable to bear the intense Party pressure and feared that I might be brutally persecuted to death, which would tear the family apart. They also feared that I might lose my job. As a result, they took me to a mental hospital against my will.
In the mental hospital, the doctors injected me with many different drugs. I can no longer recall the names of most of them. Actually, the doctors usually wouldn't even let me see the drugs, so I wouldn't know their names. Without any doubt, though, most of these drugs destroyed the central nervous system.
The only drug name I remember is Chlorpromazine. I was injected with 80 milligrams at a time. This powerful drug damages the central nervous system and causes the death of brain cells. Moreover, the doctors used many ultra high doses of different drugs to destroy my central nervous system. Had I not been a practitioner, I would have died a long time ago. The evil seeks to destroy you.
When I was in the mental hospital, I was bound to a bed, withmy arms and legs tied down, overnight. At dawn, I asked the patients who shared the same ward with me to untie me. After I had been held in the mental hospital for 33 days no one could recognize me. In the past, I was healthy and hearty looking, and my skin was very delicate. Whenever my classmates saw me, they always said that my skin was very fine, just like a baby's. Due to mistreatment in the mental hospital, I aged quickly. I lost my memory and my movements were very slow. I could barely see, and I feared light and sound. When the doctors saw the edema in my face, they used massive doses of a dehydrating drug to treat me. It made me thirsty all the time, and as soon as I heard a sound, my head started to hurt. I couldn't even answer the telephone, because whenever I picked it up, my head hurt so much that it seemed like it was splitting apart.
After returning home, my family didn't allow me to study Teacher's Fa or practice the Falun Gong exercises. In those days, I was so sad that I felt I would be better off dead. Every day seemed like a year. Because they were controlled and manipulated by the dark minions and rotten ghosts, my family members, who didn't understand the truth about Falun Gong, monitored me and threatened to beat me. This caused me both physical and mental suffering. I was scared and unable to sleep for a long period of time. My body and mind were both utterly exhausted. I was depressed because I was unable to study the Fa, practice the exercises, or share with fellow practitioners.
"Examining Dafa by testing practitioners" is the excuse used by the old forces, dark minions, rotten ghosts, and evil spirits of the Chinese Communist Party (CCP). They forced this huge tribulation on me. Despite this, I still sent forth righteous thoughts night and day and strived to eradicate the evil factors as soon as possible. I said to myself that I must do my best to send forth righteous thoughts to eliminate the evil and thereby reduce the persecution that Falun Gong practitioners suffer, and quickly rescue sentient beings from the CCP's poison. At that time, I had only one thought, "If what I lived for was not for myself, at least I could live for sentient beings. I will never let the evil have a chance to poison people."
As time and the Fa-rectification progressed, the evil factors were dissolved more and more in other dimensions. My family environment also changed gradually, and I was permitted to practice the exercises. Soon afterward, my physical condition improved very quickly. I have now regained my health. It is just as it was before I was taken to the mental hospital. When I walk, my body is very light and my thinking is very agile. When I clarify the truth to people, the wisdom that Teacher gives to me emerges.
Isn't this Dafa's mighty power? Isn't this Dafa extraordinary? Can just anyone do these things? We must do the three things well according to Teacher's request, diligently cultivate ourselves, and completely accomplish our prehistoric, great vows. If we can do that, then we will not let Teacher down.
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