(Minghui.org) My husband has an introverted and timid personality. At the beginning of the Chinese Communist Party’s (CCP) persecution of Falun Gong (aka Falun Dafa), he blocked me from studying Master Li's, the founder of Falun Gong, teachings. He also did things that were detrimental to our relationship. I was deeply hurt.
Although he has improved over time and tried to make up for his wrongdoings, I still can’t let go of my grievances. I feel as though he owes me too much, and I regard him as the source of all my tribulations. I wish I could kick away this stumbling block on the path of my cultivation. Sometimes, I realize it’s wrong for me to hold a grudge against him, but I still can’t help but think this way.
The sitting pad I used for my meditation used to be my husband’s sitting cushion in his vehicle. He brought it home for me. I didn’t thank him, thinking it was just an ordinary sitting cushion.
I was doing the second Falun Dafa exercise one morning when I had a vision, and I suddenly saw that the sitting cushion in front of me had changed to a paving stone. It was rectangular in shape, about the size of 40x70 centimeters and 20 centimeters thick. All of a sudden, the paving stone turned into my husband. He looked tall and strong. He threw off his aura as a divine being and looked at me with steadfastness. His eyes told me that he’d risk his life to become a paving stone on my path of cultivation! Tears came to my eyes. I was deeply touched and filled with remorse.
I would like to thank Master for enlightening me! I hope fellow practitioners like me will awaken to the true roles of our families.
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