(Minghui.org) I began feeling weak and tired in November 2023, and my left breast felt uncomfortable. I ignored the pain and thought it would be fine in a few days, so I didn’t pay much attention to it.
In the blink of an eye, it was 2024, and the pain got worse, accompanied by pain in my back and arms. Even raising my arms triggered severe pain. I couldn’t lay on my left side at night because it felt like something was stabbing me. The pain intensified day by day. I knew these symptoms were signs of breast cancer (because my neighbor had it, and my symptoms were the same as hers).
I wasn’t afraid. I just thought: I practice Falun Dafa and I’ll place my trust in Master. I won’t acknowledge this persecution. I’ll follow the path arranged by Master and firmly believe in him and the Fa. Master decides everything for me, and I don’t acknowledge any other arrangements. I completely deny the persecution imposed on me by the old forces. Master decides whether I stay or go!
Chen visited me and said she felt uncomfortable because another practitioner Zhao had surgery to remove her breast cancer and was undergoing chemotherapy. Chen said Zhao was emaciated. When I heard this, I also felt very uncomfortable. We changed the topic and discussed how to clarify the truth. Then she left.
After I saw Chen off, I felt that her coming here wasn’t accidental, and that Master sent her to enlighten me. I thanked Master! I felt he was right beside me, and this strengthened my determination to believe in Master and the Fa: I am Master’s disciple, and I would never smear Dafa. I was determined to firmly cultivate myself. I suddenly understood that sickness symptoms are an illusion, and it depends on our minds. If we think we have a disease, then it is a disease. If we remember that we are practitioners and have divine thoughts, then these are opportunities to eliminate karma and improve our cultivation.
That night, I felt my breasts were pulled into a straight line by a rope. I could feel a strong force pulling the painful part out of them. The pain lessened and I fell asleep.
The next morning, the pain was gone, and I felt nothing. I wept, and ran to Master’s portrait, knelt down and thanked him for saving my life. My gratitude was beyond human language to express. I can only strengthen my righteous thoughts and do the three things well in the future.
I looked inward, and found I had attachments to resentment, lust, contempt for others, fighting, and I loved to play. I will expose these attachments, and eliminate them. I will cultivate myself diligently so I can repay Master’s kindness!
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