(Minghui.org) It is the China Fahui again. This year is the 22nd China Fahui. Looking back on my cultivation path over the past 30 years, it has been windy and stormy. Every step was taken care of by Master and guided by Falun Dafa. I’d like to share my cultivation experiences with you and report them to Master.
Little Flower Bloomed More Awesomely in Stormy Weather
A practitioner couple were persecuted in 2011. Our local truth-clarification materials production site was damaged. The lesson was harsh and awakened me. Many practitioners had used the materials made by this couple, who had become so busy they didn’t have time to study the Fa. As a result, they were persecuted by the evil. The husband had encouraged me to set up a materials production site myself, but I had some fear because of a family issue and I didn’t listen to him. I merely learned to type out the list of names of people who had withdrawn from the Chinese Communist Party (CCP) and its affiliated organizations.
Master encouraged us to set up truth-clarification materials production sites everywhere a long time ago. As a practitioner, I didn’t listen to Master. But I realized that I needed to stop relying on other practitioners. There was a materials production site near my home, but they could only make small quantities for their own use, as they didn’t have a big machine. Practitioners were all very busy. I felt that if I could make some materials myself, I would alleviate some of their pressure. I asked a practitioner to buy a small printer for me. I learned how to download files from the Internet and how to print them. I first learned how to print letters, and then how to print pamphlets and fliers. I distributed them myself. I later provided materials to the practitioners in my Fa study group.
In April 2015, practitioners started to mail criminal complaints against Jiang Zemin, former head of the CCP, for his persecution of Falun Dafa practitioners. When we studied the Fa together, I encouraged them to lodge complaints. If they couldn’t write the complaints, I would write the complaint for them and go with the practitioners to mail them. Most practitioners sent their complaints out in May.
The post office stopped accepting our complaint letters in early June. Some practitioners hadn’t sent theirs. I helped them type the letters and sent them to the website for publication. We later encouraged non-practitioners to also lodge complaints against Jiang Zemin. A practitioner helped me set up a shadow system. I printed out a list every day and sent it to the high court and the high prosecutor’s office. Though my computer had low specifications and speed, I miraculously sent out tens of thousands of names.
My small computer worked at an extraordinary capacity. My typing got much faster. My righteous thoughts became stronger and stronger. The police didn’t come to harass me. My husband didn’t object to my having a printer at home. He told my little grandson to knock on our door quietly so that I would know it was him and not police officers.
The police department arrested more than 20 practitioners in our district early one morning in June 2019. Some production sites were damaged. The coordinator was arrested. One practitioner was persecuted to death that day. The police then stopped the arrests.
Officers from the local police station said that several other practitioners and I were on their list. Some practitioners went into hiding. Police officers knocked at my door. My neighbor told me that they came by several times. I had moved, though. I kept sending forth righteous thoughts day and night during that time. I calmed down several days later and went out to the market to clarify the truth to people and hand out pamphlets.
On my way home from the market on September 10, 2019, my husband called me and asked me not to come home straight away. I knew that the police had come to our home. My husband was very nervous when I got back home and told me that the police had knocked at the door of our new home. He said to the police, “You always arrest practitioners. We cannot live our lives. My wife has left. I don’t know where she is.” A police officer had asked if I still practiced Falun Dafa. My husband replied, “She has been very healthy after practicing Falun Dafa. She does all the household chores. Please let her practice and do not bother her.” A police officer told him to have me to go to the police station to sign a statement when I got home. The police have not come to my home since.
I knew that Master had protected me. I had a dream before the big arrest. In the dream I was walking forward on a road in a vast field. Three small animals and one big animal suddenly ran toward me from behind. The three small animals surrounded me. They looked like dogs about one meter high. I stroked their heads and said, “You are lovely. Please remember ‘Falun Dafa is good’ and ‘Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance is good.’ Falun Dafa is the law of Heaven. You will commit a crime if you persecute Falun Dafa practitioners. Do you understand?” They listened to me and stood aside. The big animal was over three meters tall and came up to me. It had a man in his forties grabbing its reins. It stood there obediently. The man waved to me and asked me to walk away quickly. I ran rapidly. I then woke up. Master had protected me from this big arrest.
The coordinator was arrested. I didn’t know where I could get calendars and other truth-clarification materials. Other practitioners gave me some, but not enough. Practitioners in another city suggested that we make these materials ourselves. They sent me a printer. Thinking about Master’s expectations for us, I decided that I would make calendars myself.
My husband got angry with me when he saw the printer. He said, “If you don’t care about your life, I care about our safety. We have already have two printers. Where will you put this one? Don’t you know that the police came a few days ago?” That was true, and where could I put the third machine? I had printed out 5,000 desk calendars last year with the help of the practitioner who had just been arrested.
But I couldn’t stop saving sentient beings. Master had protected me so that I could shoulder a bigger responsibility. I said to my husband, “I will not go out. I will stay in the basement and do the printing. With Master’s protection, we will be safe.” He felt a lot of pressure, but still quietly carried in the boxes of paper for me. He bought paper for the other materials production sites and transported materials to other practitioners in his car. I added another machine the following year. Practitioners sent me some calendars. We then had enough materials for local practitioners.
The hardest thing for me was that I couldn’t find a practitioner who could repair the machines for me. I didn’t know what to do when parts of the machines needed to be replaced. One practitioner had the contact of a practitioner who was able to repair the machines. My husband sent a machine to him and picked up a replacement machine at the same time.
Sometimes a machine broke down again several days later due to the heavy loads every day. It was troublesome to have it repaired. Thanks to Master’s arrangement, I managed to get the contact of a local practitioner who had better skills. He adjusted my machines so that I didn’t need to get replacement machines so frequently. My daughter talked to her father and they bought another basement property for me. She had it renovated with white walls and a tiled floor, solely for me to use.
Master Hinted that I Should Obtain a “University Diploma”
After the coordinator was arrested, no practitioner was able to install the computer system. The several computers I used had low specs and couldn’t go online any more. I bought a new computer but could not update the system. The Minghui website said that the system should be upgraded, as the old system was not secure. I kept the original system but the messy stuff on the Internet kept coming up. I was unable to send emails. I saw a video about how to make a toolbox on the Minghui website. I watched it several times but still couldn’t understand it.
I had another dream, in which I felt that Master was giving me hints again. I went to sit for university exams in my dream. I completed all the easy questions but left the advanced mathematics questions blank. I gave up on them as I didn’t know how to answer them. This was a hint from Master that practitioners shouldn’t back away in the face of difficulties. Learning how to upgrade the system was an indispensable part of my cultivation. I didn’t enlighten to this after my first dream, so Master hinted to me again in a second dream so that I wouldn’t give up. I couldn’t graduate if I gave up. It was a question I had to answer and a test I had to pass.
I started to go online to download the related documents. I managed to complete the toolbox 20 days later. I tried to install the system but failed because it didn’t have image files. I went to a computer shop where the owner was an old friend. The young man in the computer shop helped me download the image files, which were in English. I didn’t understand the instructions and asked the young man to translate it for me. I installed the new system and it was easy to use. He later helped another practitioner install the same system.
He said, “I’m a young man, and I don’t like doing this stuff. You’re an elderly lady and you made the toolbox yourself. I admire you!” He said to his father-in-law, “Auntie is older than you.” His father-in-law said, “I also want to learn how to install the system.” He also learned how to install the system. When I had problems, I went to ask the young man. He was very helpful and never refused me. He also taught me how to fix some small problems and how to replace the hard drive. He didn’t charge me. I also talked to him about how to fix printer problems. We learned from each other.
I never told them what I was doing. I told them the facts about Falun Dafa from a third-person angle. One day I brought a small gourd with Falun Dafa messages on it and gave it to them. The young man said, “Auntie, indeed you have nice things!” I said, “I’m giving it to you so that you can keep safe.” He said, “I knew that you were a good person a long time ago.” It turned out he knew a Falun Dafa practitioner who was his mother’s colleague and that practitioner had helped him quit the CCP.
I used several computers that had low specs or were second hand. These computers helped me do a lot of Dafa work in those harsh days and completed their missions. I had a new computer this time and was never blocked by the evil. I was able to browse the Minghui website every day.
This little flower of a production site blossomed at my home. Thanks to Master’s protection, I have matured as the little flower grew. I was previously a person who had no computer knowledge or skills and have now become a “capable” person who knows how to download documents and upgrade systems. I have played my role in exposing the persecution and the perpetrators, and rescuing persecuted practitioners.
Rectifying Myself in the Fa and Dissolving Karma
Master has always instructed us to study the Fa more in his lectures. No matter how busy I am, I study at least one lecture of Zhuan Falun and study other lectures every day. I listen to audio lectures while I am making materials. When I go out, I recite “Lunyu” (“On Dafa”) and send forth righteous thoughts on the way. It has become my habit.
I have a good foundation from studying the Fa and have passed sickness karma tests successfully. In early 2015, when we started to lodge complaints against Jiang Zemin, I developed symptoms of facial paralysis. I had a headache, eye deviation, a crooked mouth, and a bloodshot right eye. I knew that I had omissions in cultivation, but this shouldn’t be a reason for the evil to persecute me. I was under Master’s care. I sent forth righteous thoughts and looked within. I found that I didn’t know how to cultivate myself. I could find other practitioners’ attachments eloquently using the Fa’s criteria but looked within myself superficially. I regarded doing Dafa work as cultivation. I argued with my in-laws and tried to gain the upper hand each time. The evil had used those excuses to not let me lodge a complaint against Jiang Zemin. I realized that I should rectify myself in the Fa and should not have had any thoughts of going to see a doctor or taking medication.
Other practitioners were waiting for me to write complaints for them. I shouldn’t step back at this critical moment. I sent forth righteous thoughts constantly and tried to maintain righteous thoughts all the time. I studied two lectures of Zhuan Falun every day. I sent out my complaint and helped edit the complaints of other practitioners and type them. As these tasks were urgent, I often did the typing at night.
One day, I typed letters until two o’clock in the morning. My right eye kept oozing fluid. I thought it was tears, but it was blood. I realized that it was a good thing, because the bad substances were cleaned out. I thanked Master. The next day, my eyes were no longer swollen and I could see more clearly. When I was practicing the second set of exercises, I felt my mouth shifting upwards. I typed and worked on the computer constantly that month. I rarely had time for a break. But I recovered from the illness illusion.
A male neighbor had facial paralysis as well. He spent 20,000 yuan on medical expenses and also used folk prescriptions. He still has aftereffects. He saw that I had recovered so well and believed in Falun Dafa. He said, “Falun Dafa is wonderful. I have not completely recovered despite huge medical expenses. You didn’t spend a penny but totally recovered without any aftereffects.” When the police arrested a human rights lawyers, the same neighbor said, “The lawyers who defend practitioners are not wrong. Falun Dafa is not wrong.” He has benefited from knowing the truth about Falun Dafa. He had suffered from cancer previously, but hasn’t had a relapse for 10 years.
The winter before the pandemic hit, we made thousands of desk calendars. I was in charge of printing, and another practitioner put them into the frames. Because the other practitioner was elderly, I did most of the labor. The electric hook machine was a big iron block, which was extremely heavy. I had moved it indoors bit by bit all by myself. I started to have symptoms of asthma and a cough. I was exhausted. This state lasted for a long time. We had physical examinations at my company. My exam result said that I had atrophic gastritis, lung nodules, high blood pressure, and high blood lipids. The sicknesses then came one after another: Whatever I ate went straight through without being digested, I was short of breath with a lot of phlegm, and I couldn’t walk long distances.
I wondered why I was in such a state. The old forces don’t dare to persecute practitioners who walk their cultivation paths righteously. I studied the Fa and looked within. I thought that I was tired because I had worked too hard. This gave the evil an excuse to persecute me. They took advantage of my loopholes. I realized that this was an illusion and I should negate it. I should be a Falun Dafa practitioner with dignity. I tore up the medical exam results. I said to my family members, “Don’t worry about me. Master will take care of me. I will be all right.”
My husband and daughter believed that I would be all right. I didn’t think about the illnesses and did whatever I needed to do. My body felt light. I was happy every day and went out to clarify the truth to people when I wasn’t making materials. I often visited the Minghui website and sent lists of people who had withdrawn from the CCP and its affiliated organizations to The Epoch Times website. I felt fulfilled and joyful every day. Gradually, all the symptoms disappeared. I walked briskly and rode my bicycle easily.
My Family Members and Relatives Believe Falun Dafa Is Good and Have Been Blessed
All my family members believe that Falun Dafa is good. My husband has read Zhuan Falun, and though he hasn’t started practicing Falun Dafa yet, he has been blessed. He took the COVID vaccine and experienced a second stroke. He couldn’t talk and was hospitalized twice. He couldn’t walk due to a large ulcer on his upper his leg. My daughter and I reminded him to repeat “Falun Dafa is good.” He was gradually able to speak. He often told people that the CCP had harmed him and he had almost died, but the ruler of Hell didn’t accept him. He can now speak almost normally. He helps me mop the floor and cook meals when I am busy.
My daughter’s mother-in-law developed cancer after she was vaccinated. She cried and asked me to look after her son’s family, pointing to my daughter, son-in-law, and two grandchildren. I said, “You will be all right. Don’t worry about the family. Please repeat ‘Falun Dafa is good’ and ‘Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance is good.’ Master will help you.” She started to repeat these phrases immediately. She was discharged from the hospital one month later. My husband told her to practice Falun Dafa because she would recover quickly. She bought a copy of Zhuan Falun. Her husband read the book and she listened. I bought a DVD player for her. She listened to Master’s lectures, watched the truth-clarification DVDs, or read Falun Dafa pamphlets when she was unable to sleep.
Her health improved. But she didn’t start to practice Falun Dafa. She was hospitalized again two years later due to severe leg nerve pain after chemotherapy. The hospital was near my home. I cooked meals for her and went to see her every other day. I shared some Fa principles with her, told her about traditional culture, and stories about Falun Dafa. She and her husband loved to listen to me. She finally understood what I was saying and let go of her complaints and grudges. She said to me, “You are my best sister, even better than my own siblings. I will miss you.” My daughter had been taking care of her. In her last moments, my daughter had held her hands and asked her to repeat “Falun Dafa is good.” My daughter had seen her main consciousness leave through her chest.
She passed away peacefully without any pain. My relatives praised my daughter for taking good care of her mother-in-law. Her husband was very thankful to us and gave my husband and me each a red envelope with 5,000 yuan inside.
The residential area where I live is quite small. I give out truth-clarification wall calendars to almost every household, including the property management. Most of them know the truth and admire and respect our family.
Please kindly point out anything that is not in line with the Fa.
(Selected submission for the 22nd China Fa Conference on Minghui.org)
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